i dont really like telling others bout "him" coz i dont noe if i still like him,
almost 1 month of school hols so dat means 1 month without seeing him...
...
i noe im still young to say it is TRUE LOVE but when else can i realised its true love...
ppl said that if it is true love , without seeing him for quite sumtime, u will miss him and long for him, the funny thing is that I DONT FEEL THAT WAY!...
but recently, schools started a week ago and i keep seeing him in school...
YES... the feelings came back but its nt that strong as before... the first time i saw him after the hols is the first day of school, outside the MPH, i saw him walking thr
the second day, i was attending the whole day for lessons as there is no orientation, my friends and i was having our 10mins break before the next lesson and we sat at the canteen, ... a few mins later , i saw him walking towards the canteen to wards my seats and he smiled. im nt sure whu he smiled at actually, i was nt feeling well as i gt tooth acne and had a fever and had porridge brought from home, i smile bitterly nt facing him but its for him, coz i dont noe whu he is smilling at...
after all that Ju made a remarks saying im blushing olready...
then the 3rd day while i was guarding the gate, Shen pointed put to me saying hes behind walking towards and he smiled sweetly, it warms my heart,...
i feel betrayed doing that despite i noe and im sure its not TRUE LOVE and he is NOT "E ONE" for me...
but i think i shd put an end to all this game im playing ... its nt getting fun playing ALONE...
i feel sad ... coz i dont long for hIM...
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Saturday, April 21, 2007
First week of school, very busy with April Intake Orientation …
1st day, OK, but then my duty is at the counter for registration, and was assign to assist Hazimah to class KB,and SC since the jan intake got dragon boating on that day….
2nd day, OK, of course OK, coz no orientation! Hahhahaha…. So whole day attend lesson and I was the 3rd person to reach class first.. boy, im so happy, since lain had yet to arrive, I update my new timetable onto my notebook…
3rd day, as I am in Project Comm, I was involved in the Orientation, it was the “CHEER Competition” between classes, im glad to serve Stud. Coun… had a lot of fun oh ya. And “BANNER DESIGN” TOO…. Ahahah…. I have some of the pix but had yet to upload…coz im LAZEE… and ya, we had to guard the gate outside sch so that no one goes out, there was, a ME, a Roshen, a Bec, a Guo Hao, a Khai, a Hasyim,a Terrence, a Liza, a Siti Su, a Rae….net ., ooppppsss… sorry cant spell the name … we had fun guarding the “gate of hell”… ahhaha… thg its D.i.f.f. to differentiate between the Yr1 students and Yr2 … wahahaha…. We need to SCAN em first before letting em GO…. Ahhahaha…. Had fun!
4th day, oh I forgot, I and roshen the “ CU- SHEN” hahha… that was named after me, cozz that is what Terrence called me, since I called Roshen, “shen” ,so , whenever he calls me “CUSHION”, “shen” will reply…HAhahah…. SOORRRRYYYY shen…(bergurau berkasih)
…and it’s the games day and the FT is in charge, well FITNESS TRAINING…and all the games ARE FANTASTIC AND FUNNY!!!! AHHAHA… whoever missed that is soooo gonna REGRET!...
since im in charge to take a class that is SC, the FT in charge of that class is Khairul Bear or his real name is Khairul nizam ah…(trying to act cute only… it shd be me!, haha), then our class is to stay put and other classes nt all to remain seated in the hall and do the : “Musical chairs” and “THE BANANA DANCE”…. Very funny ah….
“all the bananas in the world unite, …….” U noe why its funny because of the “ACTIONS”! hahaha… after which we are to report to the basketball court to play games using straws and a lot a lot a lot a lot of red rubber bands…. Hahaha.. to be passed by using ur mouth thr straws, I think so, coz I had to leave before 3 for dentist check-up, my tooth are aching and I had fever the next day, couldn’t eat, but brought porridge from home for lunch.
5th day, is the day of the talent contest, me roshen and agatha is in charge of guarding “the door”… im soooo like it!!! Hahaha…. I think I shd go for that kind of duty, maybe im what it takes to take charge! Hahahahaha…. I CONQUER the GATE…. Asking fiercely & sweetly for their EZ-LINK or IC, wah, lying to me and shen ,saying go “toilet”….
Instead go canteen and “eat”.. and we are like holding 2 stake of ICs and EZ-LINKs... and at the debrief session, I was among the 10 ppl whu is consider hardworking during the whole week orientation and was given FERRERO ROCHER…hahaha…. The rest are JEALOUS…!!! Hahahha….opppspspsssss!!! JK JK!
I REALLY APPRECIATE IT! THX to the in-charge” Rebbecca, Nikki & JY …
I cn barely remember whu bt I noe sum, ME SHEN TERRENCE DIN DERRICK E –IN MAS … SORRY but I got STM…consider good if I could remember those names….. hahaha…. K gtg…. So sleepy after a long day outside…. Bye…
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
A lot of things had happened and a lot of events took place… 3 weeks of holidays, No, to be precise it has been almost a month since holidays started…
As usual… no holidays for me, as I had to attend 4 day 3 nights SLDP Camp 2-5 April at Aloha Loyang…
It was FANTASTICALY cool but the training wasn’t that fun… we could find certain fun in it whenever we as a grp do grp discussions…
BY THE WAY… my grp is the E&G …EXERCISE & GAMES…the 6 of us…. Namely:
1. Belinda - IC
2. Jude - A IC
3. Shirley
4. Nisa
5. Ali
6. Ain- dats me!
We had a lot of fun except that u noe… I don blame anyone for my grouping … I like it the way it is…
And yup…the photos are not ready so had to wait till the end of this week from Agatha…
And yes… there are MORE girls than boys so we girls are separated into two bung…one is bung 14 the other one is bung 13… and of course I was in the bung 14 that is also our training ground/room
The first room at bung 14, each room 3 people: ME; AGATHA; ROSHEN…
Hehhe…we are like hell taking pixs for NON-STOP SEY… heheeee…
Damn tired from the whole day training BUT took photos IS A MUST!!!
Not everyday we can be together in a room and going CRAZEEEEEEE…
HEHHEHE… really love IT!
If I were to mention what we had learnt through this camp, I should say IT’S ALOT!!!!
But one thing I noe is that if we as a grp don’t work together towards the goal, nothing can be made accomplished to lead to success and we need “chemistry” too////….
IMPORTANT…: be it Mission OR Vision… we should start planning TODAY!
Pictures will be at the end of the week…
YES…. Be patience… we will be reward!
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Monday, March 26, 2007
Monday, March 26, 2007
one: so many things have had happen like mine and my twin birthday... we celebrated it
at SENTOSA Pahlawan Beach and of course there is photos of it!!!!
two: then we had our 16th excos student council investiture 07 at BB campus... was so sad and touching day... im gonna miz Kak Shar, Joseph, Jehan,Fath and the rest...they were the gr8 15th excos ever!!! they did well....GOOD JOB!!!!... gonna mich u...SOB SOB...
**kak shar, jom naik basikal together AGAIN.... heheh...mit up ya....(",)
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Thursday, March 15, 2007
19th birthday surprise by my two darlingsit was a fantastic day for me as i was SURPRISE by my two darlings; Agatha & Roshen... last monday if not wrong Agatha keep asking me if i were FREE at that time but i said was too busy so then she and Roshen said to me if i could make it to today... and i can... but till juz nw..im still so blur blur like sotong...don noe whats goin on around me...
PROGRAMME OF THE DAY
1. 0830-1015AM = last exam paper -TPS ( *** cant make it) cum gt a present fr BANU....THX! its SEXY!!!!
2. 1030-1130PM = Blaze Camp briefing ( no $$$$)
3. 1140-1230PM = Orientation Meeting cum Intro of in-charge SC advisors
4. 1230-0100PM = Birthday cake from SC members for all MARCH sweeties birthday...(including mieee) :P
5. 0100-0200PM = waiting for Agatha to finished all the things she had to do (etc, take photos)
6. 0200-0400PM = STILL THERE WAITING....' -' zzzz
7. 0400-0455PM = FINALLY THERE!!! at JP for " de surprise"
8. 0455-0630PM = a treat at PIZZA hut by my dear darlings ; Roshen & Agatha
9. 0630-0655PM = went HOME!!! home swit home!!!!
after all " de surprise"... was so happy cant stop smilling from ear to ear and my cheek muscle is so in PAIN.... but im happy.... HEH! the first darlings to celebrate my 19th birthday this year!!!! so HAPPY!
** TO ROSHEN & AGATHA = THX ALOT FOR "DE SURPRISE".... was so tolerent to my irritating probing into it.... so sorry wasnt alert in all things u do.... but thk god... u guys were gr8!!! THANK YOU!!! ALIGATOK!!!!....
PHOTOS @ link!!!!
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Friday, March 09, 2007
Friday, March 09, 2007
If you haven't changed your mind
I want you to be by my side Tonight
I was tired of acting strong
I was too young Everytime I think about you baby
Now I can tell you that I miss you
It is hard to say I'm sorry
For instance, I want to sing this song
not for someone else, but for you
The endless story continues into this radiance
I always want to tell you always, forever
Memories of our time together
don't disappear, they stay like this, they don't go away
Beginning to melt warmly & make certain,
the drops of kindness spread on my chest
I'm missin' you so much that I'm sad
Don't let go of my hand upon yours
For instance, if the wish comes true,
I want to sing this song for you again
The endless story with an endless love
tell me why tell me always & forever
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Monday, March 05, 2007
Monday, March 05, 2007
I QUIT
I QUIT DOING EVERYTHING
I QUIT DOING EVERYTHING ELSE
I AM CONFUSED
I AM SO CONFUSED
SO CONFUSED BETWEEN TWO
I HATE TO FEEL SO CONFUSED
SHIT!!! I DONT GIVE A DAMN AH!
EXAM COMING SO NEED TO CONCENTRATE AH!
FED-UP AH!
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Monday, February 26, 2007
Monday, February 26, 2007
im happy that some ppl really took the time to confide in me about their previous encounter that she herself had not told anyone before…
I was feeling rather appreciated that way…
As u know im the type that would weep for any sad story especially “LOVE” story…soft-hearted mah…
I was thinking that I tot I was only one that is unfortunate… I was thinking back then …
3 years ago, where I met him, it wasn’t me who started this game, HE WAS rather!
I hate to say this but im still holding onto this love life I had for him,
He made me into this mess and jus left me alone to picked up all the messed he had created!
I hate myself for that! i got to know he so called “like” me
thr his fren, and at first I was sooo SHOCK!
Never this happen to me lor, except for me to like ppl,
Nt the other way round ah…
And today I experienced other ppl grievances of having to love that someone but somehow it jus didn’t werk!
And I tot he was GAY… im soo damn scared and sad
No wonder he keep avoiding me, ..
Sorry shd start from the beginning…
He and I are so called best teasing friends ever!
He will play with my hair and so while I will say sumtin
Funny to make him laugh…
On our 4 grade in sec school, the last 2 weeks of school before “N” level… he kept avoiding me…
Nt a single joke from him at all!
It seems that my life at that time was so quiet and lonely…
After that incident when he got to know that his secret was out …
He tries all means to avoid me even at our class chalet at downtown east!
It was his birthday, thus we celebrated it over there too….
Somehow, it seems whenever I was in, he will go out, and vice versa… I hate that…
What wrong did I do sak…
so now whenevr i see him, he never at all say hi to me... how sad is that!!!!
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Monday, February 26, 2007
ah hah!
i saw him again.....
i took the same bus again....
hehehe...
the replica of F4 Vic is soooo Handsum!!!
heheeh...cant hold on to my salive...
slirrrp! heheheh...
BETOL NYER KACAK! tak leh angkat!!!
hehehe....
still just wannna SHARE AROUND... my happiness lor...
hehee...
k got to go...
today gonna be a LOOOOOONNNNGGGG looonnnnggg Day for me!
1) Committee Meeting at 1230
2) SC Investiture Meeting at 5
haixx.... OK thats all folks!
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
heheheh!
i saw the replica of F4 Vic AGAIN!!!! heheh!
handsome lor...soooo kacak!!!! im Melting!!!
really makes my day BETTER! ... awwwww...
i was smilling to myself after i saw him juz nw
in the bus... he smiled!!!! Awwww....ww
hehehe....
thats all... ah will update more sooon!
juz wanna share with u guys bout the H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S
i encounter early morning in BUS!!! heheheheheh!!!
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Thursday, February 15, 2007
okay lah... i now understand : WORK SMART DONT WORK HARD!
there is sum misunderstanding ah so juz don wanna say names ah
WHAT HAPPEN IN ACCESS ROOM:
ONE: "SHE" make fun of my email add in front of ME!!!! she thinks she what! haixx
TWO: "SHE" STILL make fun of other ppl email add...! i got angry and said: hey from just down u keep running down ppl's email add, its their problema ah to have that kind of email add!"
THREE: "SHE" replied: talk to my hand!
FOUR: VERY RUDE AH! abeh dah make fun dun wan to APOLOGIES!!!!
FIVE: VERY VERY RUDE AH!!!!!!
SIX: I then storm out of my com seat and when to my friends.... don want to argue animore!
after 1pm, lesson at SR1 ,i play with J-U-L-I-K-E-RER N-O-O-D-L-E HAIRER...hehehe
she got annoyed but i still continue...heheheh
she oso got to become a part-time teacher like mrs seetoh ah...FUUNY! she said she learnt from NITEC! hehehe....soory ah JU!
k ah don want to run down anymore ppl lah eh... Sorry...
AT LEAST I APOLOGIES rather than someone ah!
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
nowadays ppl jus DONT think before dey SAY...
i mean even if u r the so called the straight forward person,THEN
you MUST AT LEAST know the BASIC MANNERS! not to say names ah
but seriously no OFFENCE, i hate it when they act like they "KNOW ALL"
oh come ON LAH! u are not the only person, so GET A LIFE! and dont assume
u noe it all and leave ur friends behind jus to be with ur SO CALLED "besties" AH EH...
i hate it lor, leaving ur friends when u have NEW besties ah.... VERY BAD ATTITUDE!
i really hate that kind of "SPECIES AH" ...!!!!!!!!
well today is V Day and i tot i could see him, well it seems like same other day,
cant see or hear him, i guess its time to make a move...
sooner or later i will forget bout it!
i order two testube message yesterday for V Day
actually any kind of msg will do.so i do two small ones...kindda cute mah, i bought 2
HEHEE...one message is for my friend,Rad,her birthday is reachin soon so Happy B'day
the other one is for eh eh hmm... W and me... lor... i wrote his name and mine, For..
MEMORIES...2007... before graduate at least i have sum memories like the one time he
talks to me, looked at me and all is ONLY ONE TIME.! very precious though! hehe...
so i think its better this way before it REALLY GETS UGLY LOR... so yup! IM HAPPY!
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Monday, February 05, 2007
Monday, February 05, 2007
today i never tot i could see him again...
at 11++ our class was invited to go for the motivational talk by class SA
as my friends and i were walking along the SA(self access Rm) Sab called me: "eh ain ain look at the side" and i looked the wrong side..." no lah the other side...."
and then?????
then there he was standing outside the SA and with his HP....
looking quite stress out... well i guess he is talking to "someone special" ah
kindda feeling sad to see him like that...haixxxxxxxxxx
and then?????
ya i had the SC meeting at 3pm. was a short one...
i will be helping out Agatha to promote herself for the Top 3 Position..
Being one the the campaign manager, i will try to do my best! we decided to
meet tmr and discuss...heee....
To Hafiz, Agatha & Nikki: KAMPADEK!!!! ALL THE BEST!!!! U CAN DO IT!!!!...
and then?????
oh ya after the short SC meeting, me and Liz wanted to go home but she wanted to grab a bite,
when to the snack stall to buy bread.....
and met him there sitting with his friends and seng teck was there....
i wanted to wave at him, but shy coz he is also there...
then walk off but not even giving A GLANCE at him!
merajuk ah... 2 minggu sey tak nampak....then he look at me but i hack care...
(jual mahal)... i really regret ah! took the train home and went to sleep...
then at 7++ when out for dinner till now, im back, still tired...
tmr lesson starts at 11 but need to be early for debate dicussions!
till then....
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Monday, February 05, 2007
rite...Almost two long weeks since i last saw him and i last update
its either im not in sch,i went home early or too bz doing revision
our final year exam is in march and then????? that marks the final YR1!!
HU HU!!! HOORAY!!! finally im almost there... keep up the good werk!
and then?????
oh ya, last friday was AN UNFORGETABLE DAY for me in the bus early Mornin'
was inside the bus so sad thinking of dear mr W and suddenly i looked out the window
and then?????
ya and then i saw this tall smart guy, quite tanned and was wearing so formal all black
and wow!!!!!he look so much like Vic from F4 but only tan...
it caught my eyes, i just couldnt BLINK! heeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeee
and then??????
so he got into the bus, our eyes met for a few seconds then.... i look away lah!
shy mah, IM NOT THICK-SKINNED!
HEEE.... ryte, then he was standing over to my side and...
and then?????
but not for too long ah need to move in the bus mah, quite crowded.... Haixxxxx
so he alighted at IMM bus stop, then all of the sudden...
what happen then??????
heee...he waved at ME!!!!!!!!!!! i was like wtHE....
but he was handsome ah! my type ah.... heee...
that day was GOOD ah! heee....
SE, my class got into the Final round for debate and im soooo damn Freaking Shit ah!
i have yet do research and its like this FRIDAY ah!!! Arrrrrgrghhhh!!! so gtg, see ya later
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Monday, January 29, 2007
Monday, January 29, 2007
alot of things has happened...
last friday something to my dear friend, Ju
poor thing happen lah....
juz don wanna mention it, its very sad
ok next is that i don noe why nowadays im not really ME
as in im feeling too sensitive and over and over again
i felt so tired and feeling rather hopeless...
i also wonder why..
another thing is that its been 1 week and 1 day since
i last saw him...how pathetic is that!!!!
i miss him soo muc and hoping to see him today
im just not in luck today...
im very sad
i really hope to see him b4 i have a change of heart
i want to be faitful pers0n
but nowadays competition is everywhere
not to say i dont believe in true love or what so ever
its juz that im too tired to play this "waiting" game
and whatever Jasmine says really make me realised that
" its life" "live life to the fullest"
make me realised that im fortunate enuf
i felt that i should move on
coz if hes meant to be urs then he was meant to be
things doesnt go well this year, and i dont noe WHY!
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Monday, January 22, 2007
Monday, January 22, 2007
remember i mention to u that i had an attachment during my 3-week school holidays????
yupz!!! my supervisor just send me the pictures taken on our last day of attachment and
she finally had :the good news" too! well leong pictures is IN TOO!!!! YeAh!!!!
hahahaha.... so happy, too near but still cute!!! yessssss.....hehehe...
the pictures is with me but i have yet to upload em'...will do so soon!<br>
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Things aren't the same again
dark-greyed clouds are passing by me
sadness clot upon me
making me sad and asking me to make mistakes
everything seems so blur a vision
to see what i had done wrong
NOTHING feels the same
NOTHING fell in place
life is like hell these DAYS...
noBODY knows!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im crying inside to hide it from everyONE
it kills NOT just me but my SOUL inside...
half of me is dead, HOW AM I GONNA LIVE LIFE TMR?
like the world is now, i am now!
with the world in hell, I'm in hell
things just is not RIGHT
leaving me to pick up the PIECES
leaving me to FEND for myself
All i ever hope FOR...
all dark-greyed clouds to pass by faster
leaving me feeling wanting to see the SUN
leaving all the bad "Memo" together with the clouds
giving me strengths to GO ON LIFE
with peace of MIND
come back SOUL,
come back ME,
come back NOW,
or i'm so DEAD!
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Monday, January 08, 2007
Monday, January 08, 2007
5 JAN 07all i wanted to do is to see him for the last time B4 i leave the company.
(and i did) ... he did came into the office after lunch but after a few mins he log out, and go out again... when he was loging out, i really had the only chance to snap his photo using my cam HP but sadly i didnt do it. a
"woman" distracted me and thus the chance
IS GONE!!!! very sad! im really sure i will get over it like the other cruches i had b4 this one...but certain feelings are hard to forget once it enters the heart... im regretting it already.... missing that one chance to take his photo... im really sad.... haixx,... im so emo...
(dont be such a drama queen)... hehehe...
malay:
jahat lah dier... aku nie dah lah cepat lupe,
(STM)
, nanti dah tak ingat how he looks like...rase sedih tetap ader.... sakit jiwa ku.....merana tak kemana.... hanya kamu yg boleh pulihi hati ku ini....
(menyanyi pulak dier nie)-----------------------------End of malay---------------------------------------
i think its for the best lah... since its just some kind of puppy love, nothing serious, might as well put
a STOP B4 ITS TOO LATE! anyway, thanks ah eh!
but all is too late now.... today is the last day of attachment... he is no where to be seen.... this reminds me of Christina A song: HURT!
arrghhh!!!!
IM HURT ENUF ALREADY!!!! usually he will come to the office at 8.30am... got the info by kak feza that he doesnt have a fixed time in the office, go in out, in out, in out.... Difficult to see him in the office to sit down! but im always one step ahead of him... (ade lah crite nye, mls nak bilang, PANJANG!)
why do guys avoid a girl when is seen?????? dont like say the truth LAH!!!! so what hurt that girl.... let her curse you all her life rather than make her suffer and wonder why u are doing this to her..... NEVER MAKE A GIRL SUFFERS! is not gentleman oso! think what???!!!!!!
or maybe i "SS" syiok sendiri... means he nothing i go head over hills over him......... toopid and foolish of moi! but the last day of attachment was fun not to mention the sadness of the needs to part with our dearest kak feza and the INFO DEPT gang!!!! hope to work together again someday!!!! LLLLLLLLLLL im waiting.... hehehe....NO LAH, kidding! Leong, im sorry for not saying goodbye on my last day of attachment.....will miss u....
8 JAN 07
the day i start coming back to school....OMG!!!!! i tot i was late but damn EARLY!!! i took the MRT and alight at BB then took the bus 106 to clementi ITE.... what a journey i had in the morning!!! it was fun though! i love taking the ride in the bus.....really enjying myself even if it was so crowded with sec sch students!!!heheheh... im a bus freak!!! but i hate taking the MRT!!! ppl are wondering why i hate to take the train.... well, i myself wonder it....hehhehe....just don feel comfortable lah....hehehe...
reach the school at 0710 am and went straight to the SC room.... was sweating like hell as we are neede to wear formal as in long white sleeve collar shirt, black or blue bottom and court shoes!!!!
(it was the JAN 07 nitec intake orientation) damn TIRED LEH MY LEGS!!!! and i was like in-charge of the PP slide and the whole day with the laptop!
(quite a tired job but im loving it) after giving the whole tour to the KFA students(BB campus STUDENTS!!) release them for lunch and we had ours too, and guess who i saw?????? it was HIM!!! and his friends... cant stop looking and laughing!!!! toopid!!!!! NEVA MIND!!! :p...
everything finishes at 3pm after repeating the orbitz school song that has already STUCK in my mind like since last month as i got into the ADN CHOIR for simei Graduation lah..... now i CAN remember the lyrics at the palm of my hands!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH....... now vey tired! need to study for EVM CAs tmr...........toopid!!
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Thursday, January 04, 2007
Thursday, January 04, 2007
i had an attachment given by ITE for my 3 weeks of sch holidays. Promedia Directories-The Green Book, located at Bishan was kinda FAR despite having a direct TRAIN! hehehe... it was a fun experience, werking there, meeting more people and i ACTUALLY saw this one guy that keep looking in my way(agaknye aku sorang je yg syiok sendiri)... so i was interested to know more bout that particular chinese guy... Finally, on the 3rd week of my attachment, i got to know his name... YA YA... i go GA-GA... HEHE, his name was "Leong" or something lah...
but my happiness is short-lived. were given 3 weeks and without u realising it, its ENDING... i will miss KAK FEZA, KAK SYAMSAH & LYNN... ESPECIALLY someone who caught my attention...HIM! hehehe...
never did i want to waste any more precious time when is nearing the end, i had to at least see his face,(i mean at least b4 i leave)... and b4 i completely FORGOT!! im a bit muddle-headed nowadays... i can forgot taht someone special face, how they look like so on & fore...im scared and so sad...when i want to reminses how he look like under the moonlight, i FORGOT!!!! SPOILTSPORT!
but HOLIDAYS are almost ending and HELLO SCHOOLS!!! and all i wanted to do is to concentrateon my studies and if i were given another choice, i would want to concentrate on W too.... i mean if there is no chemistry between us, then stop wasting MY TIME and GIVE UP!!!!
Talking bout schools, OMG!! i have yet to finish my revision for EVM, PP Slide for BCM oral presentation, debate semi-finale disscussions and etc. all i know is that IM DEAD!!! and im getting buzy this month as i got orientation for the incoming nitec students this 8 of jan, doing duty for games, Event Managment on 25 Jan 07, CAs & ALL!!!!
but for now, i just wanna spend my last days in the company to say thks for all the warm welcome and beautiful moments & to bid him GOODBYE FOREVER....hehehe...eh eh....sad tau!!!! boo hoo hoo....
MUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WELL, all memories will be memories, tears turn into time, space turns into lonlines & happiness turns to sadness... but, sweet memories will i always hold dear to me..."Love can be tiring too, manage it well and you are the winner".
"knowing your needs help serve you better"
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
wOrLd Of lOvE,hAtE AnD DeSiReS
love is a beautiful thing
loving some1 is a blessing
knowing you every each day,
gives my life worth a reason.
to forgive is a chore
and to cherish that very tots.
life has many meaning
make my life worth a price.
to believed when in distress,
to made belived when im so blessed.
thinking back is worth a try
hesitating destroy its chance
the feeling may be short
but im so blessed
but thinking of u is worth my try...
desires is all i have
that is filled with only you...
hate is on the par
that only you can ease the pain...
ainCherryMango...@loveStruck
done by : ain
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cherryMango@ fantasy.com/blar
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
LETS LEARN KOREAN
neh - Yes
ah-nee-oh - No
ahn-nyong-ha-se-yo - hello
jwe-song-hahm nida - i'm sorry
ahn-nyong-ha-se-yo - how are you
chotsumnida - ok
shillye-hamnida - excuse me
kamsa-hamnida - thank you
ahbeojyi - father
eomeonyi - mother
hahlahbeojyi - grandfather
hahlmeonyi - grandmother
taeksyi - taxi
a chang ji- no wonder
seul peun - sad
yeonga- love song
arasso- got it
sa rang hae- i love u
jahjeongyo - bicycle
annyeong - goodbye
Past
yesterday - uh je
day before yesterday - geu juh kke
last week - ji nan joo
last month - ji nan dal/ juh bun dal
last year - ji nan hae / jak nyun
a while ago - jo geum jun eh
Present
now - ji geum
today - oh neul
this day (used when buying tickets, for example) - dang-il
this week - ee bun joo
this month - ee bun dal
this year - ee bun nyun do/ ee bun hae
Future 미래
tomorrow - nae il
dat after tomorrow - mo reh
next week - da eum joo
next month - da eum dal
next year - 내년 da eum hae; nae nyun
later - na joong eh / da eum eh
until (June) - (yoo wol) gga ji
day = il
Sunday = il yo il
Monday = wul yo il
Tuesday = hwa yo il
Wednesday = soo yo il
Thursday = mok yo il
Friday = geum yo il
Saturday = to yo il
January = il wol
Febuary = ee wol
March = sam wol
April = sah wol
May = oh wol
June = yoo wol
July = chil wol
August = pal wol
September = goo wol
October = shi wol
November = shibil wol
December = shibee wol
Seasons
spring - pom
summer - yuh reum
autumn - ga eul
winter - kyuh wool
summer solstice - haji
winter solstice - dong ji
the arrival of spring - ip choon
the arrival of summer - ip ha
the arrival of autumn - ip choo
the arrival of winter - ip dong
rainy season - jang ma
Korean Colors
indigo/navy blue - nam saek
red - ppalgan saek
yellow - noran saek
brown - galsaek
blue - paran saek
white - hayan saek or heen
green - chorok saek
black - geomjeong saek - or keom eun saek
orange - joo hwang saek
purple - pora saek
Rainbow - moo ji gae
aincherrymango@lovestruck
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore
WiSheS;
